Sitting here looking back at the past and seeing all the changes I’ve made
It’s been quite the journey to this point but always thankful for this day
I never understood why I felt so heavy like death was all around
Thought I was gonna die at 22 looking at the clock counting down
13 years later I’m still here fighting the good fight each and every day
So glad the Angels came, chose to stay but didn’t take me away
35 years in and I finally understand the anxiety and panic
At times I thought I was going crazy; visions so tragic wished they would vanish

These spirits talk to me they whisper in my ear
I tried to block it out won’t give in to all my fear
They share their wishes and intentions for the ones that they love
The dreams they have for family that they were deprived of
These spirits….

Know I’m here to help spread their message
It’s been this way since the beginning of adolescence
I’ve been afraid since then to ever take a step in this direction
More and more I pushed it down because of fear and misconceptions
I never looked at this for what it really was, a special gift
It’s brought me more happiness than I ever knew could exist
I get to help people in ways that I would’ve found unimaginable
I realize that this gift is something that’s incredible even magical

These spirits talk to me they whisper in my ear
I tried to block it out won’t give in to all my fear
They share their wishes and intentions for the ones that they love
The dreams they have for family that they were deprived of
These spirits….

Have known that I’ve been afraid to express these abilities
They’ve stayed patient while I’ve learned and worked past my insecurities
They saw how scared I was of being absorbed by the darkness
They’ve helped show me I’m the light in the dark, the beacon in a sky that’s starless
I have much work to do so many stories to share
From the loved ones that have passed on to the people still here
So I vow to learn and master this precious gift I’ve been given
And pass along the love and peace you wish as you drift on to heaven

These spirits…